Tuesday, August 7, 2012
8 wks
8 weeks ago at this moment I was holding my little boy praying he would miraculously take a breath and my nightmare would be over. How does 8 weeks fly by so quickly? I hear him sometimes, like he is in the other room stuck under something and I need to go drag him out again. He was always getting into everything. Wish I could wake up with him in my arms. When will my heart feel unempty...when will it feel like its not bleeding anymore?. Not much more I can say than I haven't already said over the past 8 wks, but I can say this, that God is working miracles through my little boy and I feel blessed to have been given the chance to bring him life and know him. I love you sweet baby boy and will hold onto you forever and like I used to say every morning when I dropped him off at the babysitters: "I'll see you later baby boy, love you!" kiss kiss
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Britni, I think about you and Branson daily. I am so glad you keep writing, I think it helps. You are so strong girl, Branson has to be so proud of you. Your writing about your faith truly inspires me.
ReplyDeleteI can't imagine your pain...Hang in there my friend. There are amazing things in store for you and Branson will have his hand in it. :)
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