one week

Its been a week....

Some moments it seems a million years ago and others it seems like only yesterday.  How can this earth carry on without him here....where has the joy gone that he once carried...Sometimes I feel that joy in my heart, like he is placing it there, other times I feel as if it has been ripped from my very being. OH GOD WHY....

Since his passing a few people have reached out to me about how his passing has changed their lives in either a small way, or a large way.  It definitely helps the pain to see his death having changed others life.  He was an angel sent to earth to changes lives...why was I so blessed to have him, I don't know....but I'm thankful everyday to have had him..