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Thursday, June 14, 2012

Such a hard day. Funeral arrangements, meeting with preacher, making a program, cleaning my house for visitors. I hopefully will rest tonight. We have a set time and place for funeral arrangements. His service will be Saturday June 16, 2012 at 10:30 am at the Cowboy Church in Nevada, Tx. All are welcome to this event. It will be a celebration of my sweet baby boy's life. I still seem so void of emotions sometimes...that scares me.

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  1. Britni, I think your feelings are normal....you are probably still in shock. I am so sorry for you; this just breaks my heart. You will have an array of emotions for a while and all will be normal. There is no certain way to grieve...we are all different. God knows what you need right now and if you rely on Him, He will see you through this difficult time. I have been praying for you!!

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  2. Be kind to yourself hun - you are doing a very very hard thing at the moment. It is much easier to get through the things you must do at this time while you are still in shock and not totally overcome by the entire range of emotion. The emotions will come in their own time - don't force anything, don't deny yourself feeling them, and don't judge yourself for whatever you feel, every emotion or state is valid and has its place. It is a very very difficult thing to be Mama to an angel. Big big hugs and so sorry you had to join this awful club.

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  3. Britni, You feel however you need to feel! I wish I could be there with you tomorrow as I know all of our DDC does. We've all been thinking about you, and will be saying a prayer for you, your family and Branson tomorrow at that time. <3 This just isn't fair.

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